If you are reading this, I just wanted to let it out…
I want to be the girl who he actually wants to be with. The girl with the perfect hair. perfect body, perfect smile. I want to be able to feel good in my own skin. I don’t want people to know my secrets. I don’t want any of what I have. i want to make my parents proud, but I cannot for I am me.
No matter how hard I try I always end up losing. I want to be the girl who has loads of friends and not a few who truly are flakes. I want to be the girl who has nothing wrong with her. I want to be the girl who’s only problem is trying to pick out what clothes to wear. I don’t want to be the girl who is constantly forcing herself on her knees because of hate. I don’t want to be the girl that sneaks off to a secret place where she can be alone with the pain. I don’t want to be the girl who has to force smiles, I wish they could be real.
In other words…I guess I want to be somebody other than myself.
About me
if only time flew like a dove....I made this blog when my depression was at it's utmost. I'm here to help. I've been through a lot. If you need someone to talk to I'm here, everything will remain confidential. So talk to me, submit confessions if you'd like. <3 You all are beautiful
Oh yes, i am also a HARD CORE TRENCHER they have saved my life may a times
